my cat died yesterday
and I feel in accordance.
tomorrow I will go on a 3 days trip as part of my work as a watcher/organizer etc.
it's Sat and I'm in Tel Aviv since the morning
I ate the synagogue food but the fit cantor didn't touch it. I wanted to ask him why.
then, I met a friend who wanted to sit in a restaurant
I told him twice, I'm not hungry, I'll just sit with you
then, I thought I'll order fresh juice
then, apparently I'm currently too weak for that challenge and I i ordered and ate food.
then, I took a walk to the beach
exposed to sun
mourned
I'm sitting in a cafe, I ordered water
I think, I need to meet less friends and practice living differently
on raw food
or very clean food
as a try
I lived my life
and it's time to step out and try something else
temporarily
for limited periods
There are very tasty foods but life could be much tastier if the wrong food/eating doesn't stand before them.
this is one of my good questions, I'll post it as a 30295.
next challenge: third meal in synagogue
I aim to: not touch the food there. I have clementines and oranges in my bag
next challenge: a desire to smoke before night
maybe I should buy coconut juice
next challenge: to smoke and coffee before the 3 days trip
idea/ suggestion: not to smoke at all during the trip
idea: as much as I can raw food on the trip.
suggstion: fill your blog, this blog, more then once a day, one time on a day for about 30 minutes at least.
I'm tired. there's a prayer in 37 minutes. till 6:30 maximum. then, I have 1:30 hour till the musical I'm going to.
maybe it will be a good idea, to go home, even for 30 minutes rest in my bed.
I really need a rest.
19:38
Third meal. Didn’t succeed at avoiding eating. Currently I’m too weak. I ate pie and salads, mostly eggplant
Then, didn’t go home to rest, I wanted coffee and cig
Had an orange first and took 2 more in my bag
Then had coffee and a cig.
23:10
At home, lemon juice, cig.
677/30295
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