יום שלישי, 14 במרץ 2023

Tuesday, March 14, 2023

 weight:

food:

coffee v milk cig

apple

hummus pita onion

potato burekas, 2 chocolate pastries, coffee soy milk cig

pita hummus tomato lettuce onion , dried fig

755/30295


17:54

it's Tuesday. tomorrow is an off day. I need to have a blood test for my thyroid.

besides that, I have this thing on Saturday to which I need to dedicate my time to practicing and getting ready. 

at the moment, my belly is full

I need to wash the dishes

maybe throw some foods

I can throw the trash ( feed the cats)

fast, since my belly is full

and move ( working while standing, taking a walk, going for a run, doing yoga and/ or bodyweight exercises at home)

I was thinking of going outside when it's raining, without an umbrella.

I think yesterday, I used a paper, don't remember where, ok, during work, and I did a writing tool that I find effective. so, I shall do it now.

what mindset ( automatic thoughts) should I have to lead a healthy lifestyle?

I can also rephrase it to: 

How should I think/ What should be the way I think/ What thought should I have/ run 

to lead a healthy lifestyle?

by the way, 

today, at the end of the fall ( the second one) -

my belly is aching

- I thought: this is not me. I want to peel the self-destructive side of me, the self-destruction offers voice, the side of me that listens and manifests the self-destructive suggestions. 

and I try to do it by meditating and/or writing down the voice of self-destructive suggestions under this title. 

so, if I have a thought/ voice/ bad suggestion in my mind, for example: let's have coffee and smoke.

I should write it down under bad suggestions

and that's it. I continue with my straight path. 

what if I am pulled to manifest that suggestion?

at least I can write down, under the title self-destructive suggestion, or better than that, under the title the voice of the self-destructive side.

and that action might help me separate from this side. Amen.





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