Thursday
Water with squeezed lemon
(big) chocolate croissant
Coffee v milk cig
2 Clementines 7:55
Pasta tomato sauce, sandwich with Bulgarian cheese and pesto
2 chocolate cookies
2 potato burekases
Coffee milk sugar cig
1 hour gym
Falafel
chocolate cookie
clementine, herbal tea, cig
747/30295
10 min update, 19:47
so, today is a bad day from the aspect of food
I have food, clementines, avocado, carrot, red peppers
and still, buy food out,
I don't know what to do
on the way from the gym home (where I am staying for this weekend), I knew I'm not hungry,
otherwise, I would want to have the carrots, avocados, etc.
but still, stopped and bought falafel
this is crazy
maybe I need to meditate
maybe the reason, mm two reasons come up to my mind
1. I listen to a lecture about Prana 9 months process with Tal Gilboa, who is so vibrant and vivid
so, maybe I or my ego/ identity are afraid of losing itself by walking that path
2. I'm talking again with a partner which maybe adds stress to mylife
3. the ususal stress, difiicult day at work, then moved to a friend's house for the weekend, so this change, plus all kind of tasks at work
that will last till the end of next week at least
I'm a teacher, so, I'm talking about tests to check etc.
and now I got more work for tomorrow.. it doesn't end
I don't have enough free time
last words before I continue to the next task:
I need to relax.
or maybe time to learn about health
next time I think of a cookie, I can eat an apple of mine.
750/30295
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