15:36
I’m on the bus again
My belly’s bloated
I need to rest
I have more work
I need to recharge
But I’m going to stop for falafel and pastries coffee and cig
I have headache
What can I do now?
Stay on the bus
Get off at home
And walk to another falafel?
Stop at home and go home, meditate, go o sleep, eat my cooked food, add products to the shopping list, eat the potatoes/sweet potatoes
No?
So what can I do?
16:33
I’m in bed. I ate it all
Baguette with falafel
4 pastries in the bakery
Coffee cig.
Then tiredness exhaustion headache
Same pattern over and over
I’m going to sleep
But something must be done
19:55
I slept
Woke up tired
Stayed in bed
Listened to 1 hour Loren Lockman video
Rested more
And it was time to get up.
My face were red and puffed. And fat.
I didn’t organize the apartment
Didn’t work
Didn’t read
Didn’t do anything else
It’s crazy.
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