I'm full. I'm smoking. I'm having a coffee.
This week I did 2 power workouts so far.
On Friday I'll do my third.
This cigarette is stink. It's not rolled.
I need to fast at times like this when my belly is full and I feel pressure.
This blog is about my eating and exercising habits, but these two are affected by my life as a whole.
I need to fast until I'm hungry. And that’s according to my experience will happen many hours from now. It will happen tomorrow at around 10 am. It means that if I listen to my belly I skip the regular coffee pastries and oranges I have on Thursday mornings at my college.
The current cig is over. I see a fat woman smoking on the street and I see myself in her. I keep pushing and having my coffee although I'm full.
There are many things I can do on my phone instead of that.
I'm meeting a friend in a couple of minutes.
A thin guy smoking has just passed.
I must fast. I had many busy days. I work a lot. In the mornings and afternoons, sometimes in the evenings. I don't find time for my blog, my process of working on my eating habits.
Another fat woman is smoking. That's who I am. I'm
A fat man smoking. Smoking and eating too much.
And if I don't find time to write about it, or read about it, or get inspired by healthy people, my situation won't change.
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