Wednesday, December 30, 2015
6:57 I want coffee cig
and chocolate bun...before everything...
7:48 coffee sugar and
cigarette (the chocolate bun place was still closed)
8:17 4 bananas
Now planning to ride the
mountain
B12
Bicycle riding
10:35 4 bananas. Kind of
too ripen. Didn't enjoyed them. And my muscles are shivering.
13:44 updates:
2 pieces of watermelon
More riding, thoughts of
cooked food in restaurants
Means: I should eat, and
I have watermelon in my bag. If i won't eat if now (it's cut already) I'll have
to through it. Ok, ride to the park, maybe I'll find someone to share it with.
Ended up eating it all. 7 pieces. The pigeons ate the seeds. Now I'm totally
full. Hope my belly will feel good soon. It was a job, mission. No big
enjoyment.
Suggestions: pee, writing
exercises, prose book
Waiting for the pressure
in my belly to pass
14:55 black tea mint flavor, cigarette. I know it’s bad and
I’m trying to stop it.
15:00 a rest now.
15:40 I feel weakness. I’ll
go for the home made passion fruit shake again . yes, I should go for it and
also go out..
I had 16 passion fruits. Amazing.
15:56. After health like this I don’t understand why I insert myself black tea
and cigarette.
16:52 eating a bag of
baby pineapple. Cause I needed more carbs. I still have some. Stopped cause it
feels to stop.. But soon I'll finish with it. Cause I paid and it will get
ruined.
16:59 finished. I deserve
today, beside more fruit, like maybe coconut, a green salad in a restaurant!
Yes!
20:20 updates
30 min gym with friends
Then. A restaurant
Avocado salad with tahini
lemon sauce - good
Pad tai with extra plain
noodles - bad. Cooked sticky
At home, soda and
cigarette 3
Bowl movement
22:17
I want cigarette.
Why?
Because ************
Explain:
********** so I mourn
with cigarette
How does that work?
23:00 strawberry shake.
Cigarette 4. I asked no sugar but it tasted with.
